Broken heart for the very milion times
I dont think people could understand you. How you need them. How bad you want them to choose you but still you are not perfect in their eyes. As i crawling.. I saw them picking other people than me. I was devastated knowing that im not good at it but i want to be like 'other people'.. I was struggling and yes i just started and i cant expect anything but to pray. Here i am.. I just started again. I fall and doubt about my self. Then i notice..i was thinking about everyone not me. I forgot to focus on how to improve my self. They made me jealous again and i fall. They compliment and im here thinking and wishing that i was her.
