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Pengalaman alahan teruk pertama kali semasa mengandung.

Hello hello kepada pembaca blog saya. Hehehe lama suda tdk update blog ni. Pertama sekali saya bersyukur kepada Tuhan kerana sya dan suami telah pun melangsungkan perkahwinan tahun lepas. 💑💓 (nanti ada masa nanti saya update gambar kahwin kami. hehe) So disini saya akan share pengalaman pertama kali mengandung. Orang sabah bilang memang sandi lah alahan ni sebab apa apa kerja pun memang tak boleh buat lah. Dengan perasaan berat hati , saya telah mengambil keputusan (tanpa ragu2) utk berhenti kerja. Memang berat hati sangat lah mau berhenti sebab saya suka sangat tempat kerja saya tu 😭. Dan saya sangat sayang bos saya tu😭😭 luckily bos saya tu memahami orgnya,saya berhenti 24 jam sebab saya takut ada apa apa terjadi dengan kandungan saya. Lagipun pekerjaan saya ni memerlukan saya untuk berdiri lama dan bergerak sana sini. Pekerjaan saya ni dalam kitchen cafe. Saya saja la harapn bos tu selalu. Memang tidak ada backup pekerja lain. So after bincang dengan suami saya, suami pun setuj...
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Broken heart for the very milion times

I dont think people could understand you. How you need them. How bad you want them to choose you but still you are not perfect in their eyes.  As i crawling.. I saw them picking other people than me. I was devastated knowing that im not good at it but i want to be like 'other people'.. I was struggling and yes i just started and i cant expect anything but to pray.  Here i am.. I just started again. I fall and doubt about my self. Then i notice..i was thinking about everyone not me. I forgot to focus on how to improve my self. They made me jealous again and i fall. They compliment and im here thinking and wishing that i was her.                                  
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Gila!!! Punya lama tidak update blog..😂

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Its been a while.. Im baaaackk
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What's happening during month of June!!

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                                                                    4th June 2016 On the June 4th, one of my best friend gets married. She was my high school friend and yeah time flies way too fast now. She is a wife to somebody. And here i am standing and waiting for Christel to propose me .. bahahaha! Below is my friends.. I'm so happy to know each of them.. lovely friends!  Congratulations to Jeneveira and Nicholas!!                                                                     18th June 2016 On the June 18th, my girlfriend invited me to her sister's birthday party. Well, it was saturday tho and i will be working for ...
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Waiting for him to get back in my arms. Seriously, i cant wait

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It is month of June and it's going to end soonn...welcoming the new month...JULY!! And Yes i really miss my man, Christel.. cant wait to see him on August...oh dear,its been like 4 years we both in distance relationship. but We managed to get through all the bullshits and survived most of the times.. I cant lie, there are times we are almost giving up. Especially me. Yes,tbh long distance is seriously no fun at all. All you can do is text through messaging ,WhatsApp and Facebook. Not cool at all. Well thanks to the technology for being helpful at all times where we can communicate everyday. It can be bored sometimes because most of the times I'm doing everything all alone. We called everyday telling each other whats going o like we pretending we both in each other side. Funny right? But when i try to know others guy, it is not the same as he is. I thought all guys are same the way he treated me, but NO.  In the end, it always about him. He is one in a ...
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Graduation Day, 27th August 2015

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On the 27th October 2015, i was graduated and finally!! I am so proud to myself that I finally done with my studies. Its too tiring to be a student by the way and i won't continue my studies again or anymore. i  mean,hahaha..  im not that kind of person that love to study..memorizing..do tons of assignment..meeting the lecturer.. But by the grace of God, i made it. I struggle to just get pass especially FBCC subject. It is a costing subject and i hate numbers but i kinda love to count money. do you get me? lol.  I thank to my lecturer who really kind,'tida kedekut ilmu', friendly, motivating, and so ford.. MS JESSICA ALEX, MS KIMBERLY VINCENT, MS INA, MS ASTRID LEONG, MS CHRISTINA JONUT, MR HUBERT, MR MARCUS SOLIBUN, MR HO, MR DARWIN, CHEF ALVIN TING, CHEF EDWARD LAJUAT, CHEF JUDE, MR IZWAN, MR JINEL, AND MR STANLEY LAJIUN.  I don't remember actually what subject did they taught me, but i remember their name hahahah.. :) They are actually cool and ea...
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''Bukan kerana aku tak cinta'' In love this drama until now!

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I'm in love with this drama called bukan kerana aku tak cinta,it is a long time movie but i still love to watch the movie tho and it's a romantic and sweet drama i've ever seen.. this movie is actually malay drama played by Nelydia Senrose and Sharnaaz Ahmad. Well, i always be fan of Nelydia because of her beauty and  she is fashion icon to me. ngeh!  She is simply amazing and very talented in her acting, i just love her! 
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